lettting Go

Dear God

How to let myself letting go all of my obsession the thing that i really wanted but the problems is which they are not wanted for me e.g being call center i like obsessed being a call center which i visualized every time i see them just wearing a coat and they bonded with their friend in IT park they can buy something they said its really tough job to hear a customer complain and all stuff being customer representative but for me it's a dream .

Which I applying all the call center as far i know from bigger one's to small one's but at the end they all failed rejection. may be i said to myself i have to enrolled in preparing for next time i would be enough learned and knowledge to face time but same again as usual rejected over and over again which i do the best the possible i know. which i observed i have giving enough more attention to being a call center maybe it's time to surrender of this . I have to let go and move on but the problem is "How to move on " please God help me to get over of this addicted and obsession of it thanks